Max Arderius/Uday Rajendran

So far these two people played a major role in who I am now and where I really belong... They are mentors to me.. Both have similar in many ways managing... not breathing through ones neck, but still getting work done in a way how they want it ;) I have to say they have really a very good art at stake... :)

More to come...

Let this blog be filled with some mystical statements... not everything is straightforward.. somethings I dont like to put straightaway and some others because of legal reasons.. :) So time for letting u think out of box...
when I wrote my last blog, I borrowed a friends Lap, and I later realized I shouldn't have.. well I should never hv borrowed.. and let people come out of what they think... I dont like hearing something and I know for real they meant something.. It hurts...

Monday and Tuesday were like days in hell... and these two days though I got what I was looking for(well not exactly..) it was not in the way I want :(

And its a bit tough when you dont get what u r putting ur life, energy, time for.. time to search for who am i.. and what I really want.

Some quotes..

Wat difference does one not accepting you make really? Well, Ideally your life will not be the same one you thought anymore? My feeling is if some one is able to inject some new life into you, The choice depends on the other to accept you or not... But when the place had already become better and you have lots of moments to rejoice, isn't it too much to ask?

Choice of making life a better place is upto you....
Remember, one being in a place doesn't mean he belongs there...

Having ambition is not an xcuse 4 not being lazy
I know Karate, kung-fu and 47 other dangerous words
Ability is what will get you to top, if your boss has no daughters
Hardwork never killed anyone, but why take a chance?
I work for money, if you want loyalty hire a dog
I think therefore I am dangerous

Feels like Heaven!!!!!

Isn't it amazing, you forget a word you can't keep off thinking for more than an year..
Isn't it amazing, you facing with a tired smile, sixth sense instructing you to listen,
your thoughts adore the smile and want to relive the moment?
Isn't it amazing, you know you are disturbing,
and want the conversation to be happening?
Isn't it amazing, Moments ago feeling you cannot do it,
and now you are able to make it?
Isn't it amazing, you never felt better than this moment?
Isn't it amazing, you got lots to say,
managing rarely to say anything?
Isn't it amazing, someone can make this world a better place to live for you?


This day (February the 22nd)all this happened to me... I am really happy iam able to do something I really thought I can never do.... If life has a pause/record button, how great would be?

Hope I will make it big!!!

Indians are world Champions

To every Indians excitement, our team managed to pull off a thriller against Pakistan. With this our record with Pakistan in world cup tournaments is still intact(I think I have no need to say India won all of them). It was a close match and could have gone either way, but Team India held their nerves and showed the world what "New India" means. BTW I am not into disregarding the seniors. I am one of the serious Sachin's fans and still think he is very unlucky(Unlucky is the term I can use, since Sachin did whatever he can under his control) to be a part of World Cup victorious team. It is sad that inspite of his brilliance he was never a part of team winning World Cup(and can never be, given his age and recent injuries). He spoke to a news channel after our guys won the match, and I can still feel his passion to cricket and his childishness sparkling in his voice. It was obvious that he is more than happy for the team winning. So, in short I think most of the guys in the current team have a very good future and record holders beware, they might break some of the records soon... Kudos to our team!!!

Sep 26 Accident

One more proof that am a racer... I met with an accident yesterday :)... My byk was skidding almost 100 meters... I am not sure what gets into me when I get in my byk, might be feeling like god... But this prooved am still human and prone to injuries. My forearms, knees got badly scratched... and still my body is aching like I tried to move a mountain... well not really... Atleast I never moved a mountain.. :) It felt really cool when I applied tincher, Iodine on the scratches.. I am a biology student in my high school, so expecting some fever and sore lymphnodes might be today or tomorrow... BTW still I worked for some time and analyzed what is the problem behind some of the issues in my product... another proof that I am becoming a workaholic...

My diary

After thinking for sometime, I remember I tend to forget things so often. So I am planning to make this as my diary, to keep track of what are the daily happenings and where am I headed.

So here are the events happened sometime back:
1. I think I am becoming a workaholic, woking day in day out for Oracle(For those DBAs the product I am working on is Rapid Clone)
2. Successfully completed 11g integration with 11i Rapidclone.
3. Sad news is that I am still single :(
4. I had visions of being great, but still lot to do to achieve the goals. Have to work on them yet.